Space Traveler Discloses Depression In the Wake of Deluge of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.

The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a public message, recalling a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the landing.

She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and years of training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the well-wishers whose support pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she said.

She added that even with the backlash, considerable good had resulted from the flight, including increased focus on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.

Flight Details

The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the edge of outer space.

The group of women also featured leaders in different industries.

The enterprise behind the mission is a private space firm established by a Amazon founder.